my black memoryI lay here on my backmy black memory by hnbg
life seems so close,
and so far away.
These scars on me,
reminders of the pain you caused,
burns, cuts, and deeper unhealing wounds.
My life withered, failed, died,
but I pulled through,
Then, when the light had failed me, the dark comes
to ask me,
"will you follow me?"
My answer was instant
and with this answer came knives, blood, black magic, near insanity,
than it asked too much, and I left it's side
With that I gave up
life was too hard,
with out you.
A teacher told me to start trying
but I had, and I couldn't anymore
then he gave up on me too
Then when all hope had failed I met her,
an angle in the land of the damned,
a beacon of hope in the darkness of despair.
I sit up and look at her beauty,
here next to me is my love,
which makes you,
my black memory